with love, love me

1:15 am lately my life has been a constant repetition of hoping people see the best in me when I can't see it in myself. why are you like this? why do you get so triggered over the smallest things? you're so annoying. honestly. truly. you get reassurance, but don't know how to use it.  you have everything you ever need, yet still think you need more. you have a support system that believes in you, yet you still don't feel appreciated. get the fuck over it dana it is not and has never been - THAT DEEP.  you're fine, trust me. 

I took a bunch of quizzes on  https://www.idrlabs.com/  and aside from discovering that I am left-libertarian, not a psychopath, and a Hufflepuff, I learned that I closely resemble: - Piglet (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) Piglet is excessively anxious and worried. He worries about a great number of things and finds it difficult to control his worry. His anxiety is always with him, making him uncomfortable in a wide range of situations. He frequently anticipates negative outcomes and stutters because he is so scared. His anxiety causes him to overthink and get stuck in negative thought loops. Piglet worries more than is warranted by actual events. He also expects the worst that can happen, even when there is no apparent reason to do so. He is unable to let go of his worries and is indecisive for fear of making the wrong decision. His anxiety is not a phobia, but a generalized condition. Anddddd, I'm not surprised. lol.

1. don’t cut your hair because you’re sad, it doesn’t solve anything  2. let shitty people be shitty people. you can’t change them 3. surprise! everybody doesn’t hate you 4. you know it’s hurting you, why’re you holding on to it?  5. you can be a bad friend and not even realize it  6. casual conversations doesn’t mean they’re interested  7. holding someone accountable is not the same as attacking them 8. just because you’re better at something than someone doesn’t mean you’re entitled to being a bitch  9. some people won’t like you no matter what you do  10. stop saying you don’t care, you do