friend.

odd.

I’m finding myself trying to become more invested into your life, at the same time trying to figure out why. How does one distinguish the difference between a genuine friendship and falling for someone? Because I usually like to establish the friendship early on & then think about what our future entails. It's like, I've got a lot of love for you. and the thing is, you do too. but it's not like that.

Sadly, my problem is that every time I discover new characteristics about who and what you like, it has made me want to become the person you desire. Although I do take what you say into consideration, I feel like I am trying to change myself in order for you to like me, like me. I promise that I’m not planning to change anytime soon, but I want you to know that I considered it. I know where our friendship stands and I have a feeling that it's going to stay there. You accepting my imperfections was not something I thought would happen, but it did. And you understood. And you’re still here.

You became the one person I want to start my mornings with and end my nights with. Lately you’re becoming the only person I kinda sorta want to talk to. I hope that’s okay.