should've would've could've
why does this always happen to me? being second choice was never an option, but it seems to be something I always receive. & why is this relevant? I feel like I have always been someone that is looked over. once someone realizes the person they have is not who they wanted, they realize that they actually wanted me. yikes lol. deep breath in. deep breath out. anyways hellllo. I just feel like writing letters to the people who could have potentially been mine. this sounds like some to all the boys I've loved before bs, but trust me when I say that writing is the only thing that helps me clear my mind. here I go glhf tldr lol dear you with the sense of humor, it's felt like forever since I've restated this story, but it's pretty good. I look back and think about how I thought high school was the end of the world when it's not. the way I start getting interested in people starts off by imagining what we'd be like together; how we would balance eac...