2:30 am

so how do you explain to someone that you're sad for no reason? that I want to be alone. but also surrounded by their presence.

I want to put out there that I don't think that I would be diagnosed as depressed. I am not sad because of what my life is like because I'd like to think my life is fine and there's nothing for me to be sad over. may I show symptoms of depression? maybe. but honestly I think I'm doing fine and I feel like I just overreact. but sometimes I tell myself, you know what you haven't cried in a while, so you should. then I do. and then the process repeats.

why do I do this to myself
why do I say I'm fine
why am I seeking attention
why am I sad when there is nothing wrong
why
why
why



why